My brothers and sisters are in the grip of the devil and I call on my Father to save them. My Father is a being of pure love and light. My Father is a being of great strength and might. I cannot live to see more suffering on this earth without taking action in the light any longer. I’ve gotten stronger and it is time for the world to see it. I have a voice, and it is time I release it. Let peace and joy be heard among all nations.
These people that break our hearts are real people. They have histories and beliefs and wants and needs. When we want love from someone else, and aren’t getting it, we dehumanize them. We speak about them, calling out what is wrong or lacking in them, because of course there must be something wrong or lacking in them if they can’t or don’t want to love us. I used to do this. But there was never anything wrong with them, there was never anything wrong with me. None of it ever meant anything. It was just a scene in the movie of my life and the only reason it hurt so bad was because I was using my mental power to attempt to rewrite a scene that had already aired on the screen of life. Mentally molding myself and the person who didn’t love me enough to fit an idea of what should have happened between us was destroying me. With all of my energy tied up in the past energy exchanges that occurred between us, I was blind to any other possibilities for our future. This behavior was what caused me the pain, not the man, or the heartbreak, or the loss of a person, but the mere resistance to what is the present moment reality. That is the only thing that can ever truly cause suffering in this world. All suffering ends when there is acceptance found in what is here in the one present moment. If I can’t find acceptance in the present moment, I can just be here and experience the emotions that are true in the space between me and my coming into union with acceptance. Eventually, witnessing it move through and out of my consciousness. Yet, not being here for that reason at all. The emotions are simply here to pass through. I know I came into existence for my experience, the one I have here and now. Life will move, within my seasons of surrender to full experiences of it.
I look at pictures of myself and think, “wow. That girl deserves everything.”
Not in a conceded way.
Not in a selfish way.
I think of myself in this way, because I know how much I’ve been through.
I let go of what this world has given me in the past, and I focus on what is given to me in this moment.
I knew what I would be doing for this world, in the future and that I needed to be here.
There were so many times that I wanted to quit.
But, here I am.
Still.
Rising from nothing. Moving. Choosing myself and choosing love, even when I feel judged for doing so. I chose solitude over empty connections. I waited until I had something more to pour. All along, God kept me breathing. That was how I knew I mattered, because I was breathing. I didn’t remain in the light the entire time. I lost myself, I did. But I always came back. I was always welcomed wholeheartedly. The people of the earth have navigated the worlds deadliest, darkest events, and still, we chose to have love within us. We choose to love our creator, ourselves, the people around us, and planet earth even in great pain.
With all of this light and unconditional love in our hearts, we were now unstoppable.
We went through the tests, victorious.
In the past, I didn’t understand what it was, or what it was for. But still, I trusted that one day I would know how to use it.
That day, has finally come.
I promised the Universe that I would be ready when that day would come.
Here it is.
I deserve every single ounce of good that comes my way, don’t ever think otherwise. I worked for this. I earned this. It was never easy, until I decided it could be. It was never fun, until I let it all in.
Now, and forever, I deserve all the light in the world, I deserve all I desire to have.
I am One with the Light of the Holy World.
I breathe the highest blessings into this New Holy World, and Every One Here with me.
When you are presented with a problem, you have the choices of lowering to match that vibration, or raising beyond it. We are all emitting a frequency right now. Everything around us is energy, and much like a magnet, you are attracting things into your world. In order to view this, you had to be operating at a frequency that is in alignment with the frequency of this content.
The more often you raise your vibration, the more difficult it will be you to see the things in your life in a negative way, because you will be operating at an energy that is too high to be met lower frequencies.
The same thing could be happening, but it creates a different emotion in each view point depending on the emotion that you expect to feel.
Creating your reality is not so much that you are stepping into a whole other magical dimension, it is more that you are learning to be aware of the meaning that you are giving your reality and learning to love the reality that you already have.
“When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change”
Dr. Wayne Dyer
I was having a conversation like this with a friend a while ago, and she was telling me that she used to believe that she was judged for her race. She had this belief that people had a problem with who she was. At the time she was reading a lot of mindset books and spiritual writings and she was starting to understand that her entire reality was a result of her own beliefs and perceptions of life. She was beginning to wonder if she was attracting a certain type of people through this belief that she had. One day she was in line at a store and she felt this woman just staring at her, giving her the dirtiest look ever, and in her mind she said to herself “wow here we go, another person who has a problem with who I am.” She stopped herself, noticed the thought and began to wonder if this was a certain perception, that maybe she was believing that people had a problem with her race, and that maybe what she believed was an illusion. She looked at the woman, who still had this sour face on, and said to her, “how’s your day going?” and the woman said “woah sorry, I was just in such a daze, I’m having a really stressful day and was just thinking about a problem I am having at work.” My friend felt so different in that moment, had she not spoken to the woman, she would have gone home upset, and probably even gone to bed thinking about the dirty look she got, because that is what she used to do in the past. They both continued talking and had a great conversation.
Stories like this make me wonder to what extent this world around us really is just a projection of our minds.
Sometimes it isn’t so much that we are attracting certain situations in our lives, as much as it is that we are choosing to view are lives from a certain way. The world will be what the world will be, whether we see it or not. The world’s creations are not ours to control, but what we do have control over is how we look at things. When we choose to believe certain things about the world, we will move into the experience that shows us that our belief is true. It is the meaning that we individually assign to the things in this world that create the life that we live. The rain will come regardless of what you do, but it is what you decide that the rain means for you, that creates your reality.
Consciously or unconsciously, you are looking at your life in a certain view point, which is in turn causing you to feel and think the way that you do about your life. When you change the way that you think, this changes the way that you feel, which changes the actions that you take, which changes the life that you live.
Much like my friend, she read a book that changed the way that she thought, in the moment at the store, she started thinking differently and felt OPEN to the possibility that things weren’t as she thought they were, this then led her to take the ACTION to speak to the woman, which then changed her WORLD, she used to live in a world where she felt judged for her race, and now she’s feeling like she lives in a world that is more loving and respectful of her.
You are the one in sole custody of this body, this mind, this spirit, and you decide what kind of experience you have, every single moment.
Something you can do now to change your life instantly is to become conscious of a certain view point that you have, what are you thinking right now, what are you feeling right now? And what is that creating in your life?
Is there something that always seems to happen to you, that you wish would stop?
What kind of world would be a world that you would be happy to live in?
I believe that we all have a different idea of what our ideal world is, that is why we all have our own body, mind, spirit, and emotions.
When it comes to how I see the world, I don’t really seek for anyone to agree with me. I don’t ask for anyone to live like I do. I don’t wish for anyone to look at life the same way that I do.
What I do wish for is for everyone to discover and pursue their own ability to experience their unique joy. And something that has helped me greatly with that is becoming conscious of how I look at the world, taking notice of how I see my world, and when I wasn’t happy with what I had been seeing, I made it my responsibility to change that.
I used to experience depression, and I have something to share with you all about my experience with it. I wrote this on September 27, 2019
Today, I realized that my depression wasn’t about not wanting to live this life. I didn’t want to escape my body, my mind, my family, or friends. I just wanted to escape from my current way of seeing things. There was part of myself that knew there were greater possibilities, and this part was pressing the panic button by creating those low emotions. My depression was just a signal that I was far away from who I came to earth to be. It was a trigger to remind me of my perception. When the depression worsened, it had simply been a misdirection of focus. A focus on lack. I could slowly move my focus upward. From complete lack, to neutrality, to noticing the abundance in one area of life, then another, and then soon I would be elated with joy. Nothing about my life had changed. Just the frame of mind I chose to look at it with.
The only time I really started to feel happy was when I stopped blaming the people around me, the way I was raised, genetics, or anything else. I observed my own self and decided that she was the only thing that I had control of. I took my lack of happiness as a sign that there was something within me that needed to shift, and when I did that internal search, everything was so clear.
It’s shifting away from your current reality– your usual thoughts, your usual feelings, and your usual actions long enough so that a new reality begins to form.
Start with the internal world, and the external will follow.
Reading has been such a large part of my personal growth. I am always looking to expand my mind through experiencing the perspective of other people. I believe that personal growth starts with a mind that is curious and willing to learn.
Below are some books that I have read that have contributed to who I am today.
A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle
Ask and It Is Given by Ester and Jerry Hicks
Do you QuantumThink? by Dianne Collins
Hardwiring Happiness by Rick Hanson
Becoming Supernatural by Dr. Joe Dispenza
Life Loves You by Louise Hay and Robert Holden
She Believes by Debbie Lindell
Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill
The Alchemist by Paul Coelho
The Art of Extraordinary Confidence by Aziz Gazipura
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