Holy Words For Earth

Despair fills the room.

It is as though you are blind

unable to see my light.

With your Spirit in a bind

and the pain, a unique kind,

you ask to be released.

Who is the one who releases you?

What is it that they must do?

Must they fight a demon?

Must they cast the past away?

What is it for you that you need to see?

What is it for you, for you to be set free?

Tell me, and it will be delivered today.


Wipe me clean

Let all that is seen

In darkness

Be light

God, allow me to borrow your strength, your might

In that I might become more like you

Strong like you

Clear minded like you

Open hearted like you

Let me be yours

Let me be strength


My brothers and sisters are in the grip of the devil and I call on my Father to save them. My Father is a being of pure love and light. My Father is a being of great strength and might. I cannot live to see more suffering on this earth without taking action in the light any longer. I’ve gotten stronger and it is time for the world to see it. I have a voice, and it is time I release it. Let peace and joy be heard among all nations.


I’ve been gifted with holy rage

I see the world around me in fear

Let me be clear

We must connect more

We must explore the hearts and minds of others

We are sister and brothers

Why are we afraid of one another?

Why are afraid?

To Every Personality I Have Ever Clung To

To every personality I have every clung to, thank you.

You come into my world

A beautiful girl

A talented girl

Wise girl

Strong girl

Girl who works out

Girl who loves smoothies

Girl who loves dating

Girl, girl, girl

I can try forever to be one

but, I’m not.

I’m waking up to all that I am beyond all of the personalities, a reality where I am liberated from being “myself”.

Being “myself” has been painful, exhausting, thrilling, exciting, a journey I have loved deeply, but finally

life takes me into this new moment without any concept of who I am.

No vision to live into, but the vision of full expression of the self that is here in this moment

there is no need for me to be anyone I am not

and no expectation to return into who I once was.

Here I am

a person

a soul occupying a body

new

bright

and I might never feel this way again

or I might feel this way all the time.

The point is that in this moment, I’m not controlling anything. I’m let off. Released. Broken, like the egg shell that holds the golden yolk.

We would starve, if we never let ourselves get devoured, and transformed.

you can make beautiful art…

while falling apart.

I hope you enjoy my newest ebook. I’ve made a few of these, but this is my very first one I have decided to publish. Stay blessed. Enjoy. ❤️

Who Are We

Poetry I am
in my mind
I can

do

everything.

Sweet melody
within me,
won’t you come out to be seen?

Melody
every part of me
breathes golden brown

burned.
Turned.
Transformed.

We are the last of the bruised

the last of the shackled
writers of a new way
we are carriers and all I can say is

Yes
Yes
I can sing my melody

Yes
Yes
I am ready to show the world
who it is that is truly, fully free.

Power, flow through us, easy

Love, flow through us, freely

Money, come and be, come and release, come and play

Come and play

Return today

To who we truly are

To who we truly are

I’m Home.

These people that break our hearts are real people. They have histories and beliefs and wants and needs. When we want love from someone else, and aren’t getting it, we dehumanize them. We speak about them, calling out what is wrong or lacking in them, because of course there must be something wrong or lacking in them if they can’t or don’t want to love us. I used to do this. But there was never anything wrong with them, there was never anything wrong with me. None of it ever meant anything. It was just a scene in the movie of my life and the only reason it hurt so bad was because I was using my mental power to attempt to rewrite a scene that had already aired on the screen of life. Mentally molding myself and the person who didn’t love me enough to fit an idea of what should have happened between us was destroying me. With all of my energy tied up in the past energy exchanges that occurred between us, I was blind to any other possibilities for our future. This behavior was what caused me the pain, not the man, or the heartbreak, or the loss of a person, but the mere resistance to what is the present moment reality. That is the only thing that can ever truly cause suffering in this world. All suffering ends when there is acceptance found in what is here in the one present moment. If I can’t find acceptance in the present moment, I can just be here and experience the emotions that are true in the space between me and my coming into union with acceptance. Eventually, witnessing it move through and out of my consciousness. Yet, not being here for that reason at all. The emotions are simply here to pass through. I know I came into existence for my experience, the one I have here and now. Life will move, within my seasons of surrender to full experiences of it.

Light of the Holy World

I look at pictures of myself and think, “wow. That girl deserves everything.”

Not in a conceded way.

Not in a selfish way.

I think of myself in this way, because I know how much I’ve been through.

I let go of what this world has given me in the past, and I focus on what is given to me in this moment.

I knew what I would be doing for this world, in the future and that I needed to be here.

There were so many times that I wanted to quit.

But, here I am.

Still.

Rising from nothing. Moving. Choosing myself and choosing love, even when I feel judged for doing so. I chose solitude over empty connections. I waited until I had something more to pour. All along, God kept me breathing. That was how I knew I mattered, because I was breathing. I didn’t remain in the light the entire time. I lost myself, I did. But I always came back. I was always welcomed wholeheartedly. The people of the earth have navigated the worlds deadliest, darkest events, and still, we chose to have love within us. We choose to love our creator, ourselves, the people around us, and planet earth even in great pain.

With all of this light and unconditional love in our hearts, we were now unstoppable.

We went through the tests, victorious.

In the past, I didn’t understand what it was, or what it was for. But still, I trusted that one day I would know how to use it.

That day, has finally come.

I promised the Universe that I would be ready when that day would come.

Here it is.

I deserve every single ounce of good that comes my way, don’t ever think otherwise. I worked for this. I earned this. It was never easy, until I decided it could be. It was never fun, until I let it all in.

Now, and forever, I deserve all the light in the world, I deserve all I desire to have.

I am One with the Light of the Holy World.

I breathe the highest blessings into this New Holy World, and Every One Here with me.

This is a new era.

Free Love

A Poem

Words can be misleading

There are so many meanings

And greetings?

I’m glad your text didn’t have one

I’m glad you can just release your thoughts to me and be undone from tradition, polite recognition

is never required with me

I am a force of Love

And from the rules and bounds,

We are completely

free.

I don’t want to change

I can’t take any words seriously that ask me to rearrange

my heart into one that protects itself

I’ve always given myself

fully to the moment

without thought

and I don’t plan on stopping

this Love I have,

I don’t have to hold it

to give it to myself

I don’t have to ration it.

Be careful who I give it to?

Why would I do that?

With-holding a force that is never ending and unmeasurable

never made sense.

Love has always been overflowing

and always will be.

I trust in Love, unconditionally.

So, I give to everyone, I try my best, in a world where I was taught to only give to a select few.

“Only give to those who give back to you.”

No.

This world is confusing

and I wish we would stop see using, refusing to trust in the truth that we can give

without analysis.

We can give

without loss.

We can share without a care.

It’s Free Love
Free Love
Let’s go there.

Are You Good At What You Do?

You constantly wonder if you’re doing a good job, if you’re doing enough, if what you’ve done is making any sort of difference, if you should try harder, or even just give up.

This is all chatter, from an old paradigm, that no longer serves us.

We have higher places to go, and judgements do not serve us where we are headed.

How do you free yourself from the mind? Let’s start with being good. ⁣

What really makes you good?⁣

How do you be a good daughter? A good son? A good employee? A good friend?

A good person in general? ⁣

Life has a funny way of teaching us these things, giving us guidelines for what is good and what is bad, where you’re enough and where you’re lacking. ⁣

We’ve been tested and judged and defined and measured.⁣

⁣When in reality, the only thing that can judge us, is us. We’ve been taught to use these tools of judgement, but now it is time to learn to put them down.

All of these labels are only powerful if you allow them to be. The only reason that anything has mattered to you is that on some level, you have decided that it does. ⁣

You have access to freedom in any moment. What you think of yourself can only get to you if you let it. The negativity doesn’t have to derail you. The positivity doesn’t have to uplift you. We speak of these forces as if we have no role in their pull, that has never been the case. Freedom comes from the realization that the power within us exceeds all other powers around us. It’s okay to forget, because we always have the option to remember. ⁣

We choose who we are. We decide what we are defined by. So, don’t worry about being good or bad, just be. You are good at what you do, when you decide that you are good at what you do. Let go of the need to be anything other than yourself.

fire within

Each one of us is ignited with a creative flame.

We all have a desire to impact the world.

We all have a story to tell, a story with the ability to burn brightly.

Before I started following my passions, I could actually feel my body getting sick. I felt like if I didn’t find some way to express myself creatively that I might die. I felt this craving inside, a need to be fulfilled, and it couldn’t come from anything other than my own self expression.

Sometimes my thoughts and feelings were so bad that I thought I had a brain tumor…. I know, I know, a little extreme. But I actually felt trapped in such a way that I thought that I was ill. I would numb my ambition with things that I thought would fulfill me– food, netflix, sleep, boys. “You can’t” “You won’t” “You shouldn’t” were the loudest voices in my mind. Soon enough I woke up from the sleep I was in, to see myself in a new light. I saw where I was going with the way that I was living, and I realized how powerful my thoughts were. The “you can’t” turned into “maaaybbeee you can try” and then it became “okay wait let’s go” and then eventually it was a “woah we’ve done it”.

Instead of trying to put my creative fire out, I started to let it burn, and eventually my whole world was on fire. Ablaze with energy, inspiration, action, and ambition.

The doubts still creep in, but with awareness, I see that these doubts are just a part of this experience. They are there to test my faith and to polish my ambition. When I am able to see them as just a phase, just a passing energy, I am able to work through them more quickly.

In this journey of coexisting with the creative force within me, I’ve learned that the flames that we fear are actually the source of our greatest light.

Remind yourself of the light that you truly are. Keep shining.