Holy Words For Earth

Despair fills the room.

It is as though you are blind

unable to see my light.

With your Spirit in a bind

and the pain, a unique kind,

you ask to be released.

Who is the one who releases you?

What is it that they must do?

Must they fight a demon?

Must they cast the past away?

What is it for you that you need to see?

What is it for you, for you to be set free?

Tell me, and it will be delivered today.

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Wipe me clean

Let all that is seen

In darkness

Be light

God, allow me to borrow your strength, your might

In that I might become more like you

Strong like you

Clear minded like you

Open hearted like you

Let me be yours

Let me be strength

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My brothers and sisters are in the grip of the devil and I call on my Father to save them. My Father is a being of pure love and light. My Father is a being of great strength and might. I cannot live to see more suffering on this earth without taking action in the light any longer. I’ve gotten stronger and it is time for the world to see it. I have a voice, and it is time I release it. Let peace and joy be heard among all nations.

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I’ve been gifted with holy rage

I see the world around me in fear

Let me be clear

We must connect more

We must explore the hearts and minds of others

We are sister and brothers

Why are we afraid of one another?

Why are afraid?

you can make beautiful art…

while falling apart.

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Who Are We

Poetry I am
in my mind
I can

do

everything.

Sweet melody
within me,
won’t you come out to be seen?

Melody
every part of me
breathes golden brown

burned.
Turned.
Transformed.

We are the last of the bruised

the last of the shackled
writers of a new way
we are carriers and all I can say is

Yes
Yes 
I can sing my melody

Yes 
Yes
I am ready to show the world
who it is that is truly, fully free. 

Power, flow through us, easy

Love, flow through us, freely

Money, come and be, come and release, come and play

Come and play

Return today

To who we truly are

To who we truly are

I’m Home.

These people that break our hearts are real people. They have histories and beliefs and wants and needs. When we want love from someone else, and aren’t getting it, we dehumanize them. We speak about them, calling out what is wrong or lacking in them, because of course there must be something wrong or lacking in them if they can’t or don’t want to love us. I used to do this. But there was never anything wrong with them, there was never anything wrong with me. None of it ever meant anything. It was just a scene in the movie of my life and the only reason it hurt so bad was because I was using my mental power to attempt to rewrite a scene that had already aired on the screen of life. Mentally molding myself and the person who didn’t love me enough to fit an idea of what should have happened between us was destroying me. With all of my energy tied up in the past energy exchanges that occurred between us, I was blind to any other possibilities for our future. This behavior was what caused me the pain, not the man, or the heartbreak, or the loss of a person, but the mere resistance to what is the present moment reality. That is the only thing that can ever truly cause suffering in this world. All suffering ends when there is acceptance found in what is here in the one present moment. If I can’t find acceptance in the present moment, I can just be here and experience the emotions that are true in the space between me and my coming into union with acceptance. Eventually, witnessing it move through and out of my consciousness. Yet, not being here for that reason at all. The emotions are simply here to pass through. I know I came into existence for my experience, the one I have here and now. Life will move, within my seasons of surrender to full experiences of it.

Light of the Holy World

I look at pictures of myself and think, “wow. That girl deserves everything.”

Not in a conceded way.

Not in a selfish way.

I think of myself in this way, because I know how much I’ve been through.

I let go of what this world has given me in the past, and I focus on what is given to me in this moment.

I knew what I would be doing for this world, in the future and that I needed to be here.

There were so many times that I wanted to quit.

But, here I am.

Still.

Rising from nothing. Moving. Choosing myself and choosing love, even when I feel judged for doing so. I chose solitude over empty connections. I waited until I had something more to pour. All along, God kept me breathing. That was how I knew I mattered, because I was breathing. I didn’t remain in the light the entire time. I lost myself, I did. But I always came back. I was always welcomed wholeheartedly. The people of the earth have navigated the worlds deadliest, darkest events, and still, we chose to have love within us. We choose to love our creator, ourselves, the people around us, and planet earth even in great pain.

With all of this light and unconditional love in our hearts, we were now unstoppable.

We went through the tests, victorious.

In the past, I didn’t understand what it was, or what it was for. But still, I trusted that one day I would know how to use it.

That day, has finally come.

I promised the Universe that I would be ready when that day would come.

Here it is.

I deserve every single ounce of good that comes my way, don’t ever think otherwise. I worked for this. I earned this. It was never easy, until I decided it could be. It was never fun, until I let it all in.

Now, and forever, I deserve all the light in the world, I deserve all I desire to have.

I am One with the Light of the Holy World.

I breathe the highest blessings into this New Holy World, and Every One Here with me.

This is a new era.

Are You Good At What You Do?

You constantly wonder if you’re doing a good job, if you’re doing enough, if what you’ve done is making any sort of difference, if you should try harder, or even just give up.

This is all chatter, from an old paradigm, that no longer serves us.

We have higher places to go, and judgements do not serve us where we are headed.

How do you free yourself from the mind? Let’s start with being good. ⁣

What really makes you good?⁣

How do you be a good daughter? A good son? A good employee? A good friend?

A good person in general? ⁣

Life has a funny way of teaching us these things, giving us guidelines for what is good and what is bad, where you’re enough and where you’re lacking. ⁣

We’ve been tested and judged and defined and measured.⁣

⁣When in reality, the only thing that can judge us, is us. We’ve been taught to use these tools of judgement, but now it is time to learn to put them down.

All of these labels are only powerful if you allow them to be. The only reason that anything has mattered to you is that on some level, you have decided that it does. ⁣

You have access to freedom in any moment. What you think of yourself can only get to you if you let it. The negativity doesn’t have to derail you. The positivity doesn’t have to uplift you. We speak of these forces as if we have no role in their pull, that has never been the case. Freedom comes from the realization that the power within us exceeds all other powers around us. It’s okay to forget, because we always have the option to remember. ⁣

We choose who we are. We decide what we are defined by. So, don’t worry about being good or bad, just be. You are good at what you do, when you decide that you are good at what you do. Let go of the need to be anything other than yourself.

Create Yourself

I can’t help but smile so big when I look in the mirror. I see all the thoughts that I have ever thought about myself emerging with a single truth. I see everything that my past self ever wished for myself here in front of me. A wave of gratitude runs through every cell of my body. I can feel the power that I hold. I realize that my life up to this point is a result of my own creation. I created this moment, this reality. We all do this daily, but it all comes together so quickly and so masterfully that it is sometimes hard to notice. Our lives are so fast paced and overwhelming that we often forget to see ourselves as the powerful creators that we are.

Things weren’t always like this for me. I used to be completely caught up in my mind. I would listen to the same stories that I told myself, and thus receive the same results. I didn’t take responsibility for my own life; I blamed everything else around me. It is much easier to blame our circumstances on other factors, then to actually be honest and see that everything you experience comes from you.

It was when I took the time to be aware of what I was creating that I realized the powerful role that my mindset had in my life.

I began to think that if I was capable of talking myself out of succeeding, I should be able to do the reverse. If my mind was powerful enough to keep me from showing up at the gym, or to procrastinate studying for an exam, it should be just as powerful in doing the opposite.

What I am really fascinated with is the mindset that is behind accomplishing goals. For example, when I first started working out, I couldn’t do one push-up. I didn’t like that I wasn’t able to complete that skill, so I made the decision to put effort into building the strength it took to do push-ups. It took some time, but now I can easily knock out 10 like it is no big deal. I know you may be thinking — it’s simple — you added push-ups to your routine and now you can do them. The way I see it, I never would have incorporated a chest day into my workout split if I didn’t have the overall goal to get better at push-ups. There were also weeks where I didn’t care at all about doing any push-ups because I didn’t really see myself being able to, it felt like it was taking too long. The weeks where I felt the strongest were the times were I would be doing a chest exercise and I would be telling myself that this exercise, this moment, was getting me closer to my ultimate goal of completing more push-ups. 

I had to see that I was creating my reality and consistently convince myself that I was on a path to achieving my goal. I had to be my own motivator.

The whole point of this is not to talk about push-ups. Or even the gym at all. I have noticed something crucial to human success. I’ve noticed that with accomplishing any goal, it is not the action of practice that yields results, but the mindset behind the mission. Mindset is what propels one into action towards the goal.

With anything that you set out to accomplish– you have to see an end goal and more important than that, you have to see yourself completing that end goal. You have to tell yourself that it is real, you have to connect to the deep knowing that your future self is out there already being the thing that you are desperately trying to be. You have to connect with that feeling of accomplishment and at the same time, fall in love with the journey you are on to reaching that goal. And most importantly you have to see that YOU are the only one who will get it done for YOU.

I believe that it is vital to success to get clear on what you tell yourself.

You have to get to know your self talk and figure out a way to craft to encourage your success.

You have to consciously decide that every action you take throughout each and every day is going to get you closer to that desired outcome.

Be your own greatest motivator.

Wake up to the power that you have in creating yourself.