Holy Words For Earth

Despair fills the room.

It is as though you are blind

unable to see my light.

With your Spirit in a bind

and the pain, a unique kind,

you ask to be released.

Who is the one who releases you?

What is it that they must do?

Must they fight a demon?

Must they cast the past away?

What is it for you that you need to see?

What is it for you, for you to be set free?

Tell me, and it will be delivered today.

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Wipe me clean

Let all that is seen

In darkness

Be light

God, allow me to borrow your strength, your might

In that I might become more like you

Strong like you

Clear minded like you

Open hearted like you

Let me be yours

Let me be strength

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My brothers and sisters are in the grip of the devil and I call on my Father to save them. My Father is a being of pure love and light. My Father is a being of great strength and might. I cannot live to see more suffering on this earth without taking action in the light any longer. I’ve gotten stronger and it is time for the world to see it. I have a voice, and it is time I release it. Let peace and joy be heard among all nations.

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I’ve been gifted with holy rage

I see the world around me in fear

Let me be clear

We must connect more

We must explore the hearts and minds of others

We are sister and brothers

Why are we afraid of one another?

Why are afraid?

To Every Personality I Have Ever Clung To

To every personality I have every clung to, thank you.

You come into my world

A beautiful girl

A talented girl

Wise girl

Strong girl

Girl who works out

Girl who loves smoothies

Girl who loves dating

Girl, girl, girl

I can try forever to be one

but, I’m not.

I’m waking up to all that I am beyond all of the personalities, a reality where I am liberated from being “myself”.

Being “myself” has been painful, exhausting, thrilling, exciting, a journey I have loved deeply, but finally

life takes me into this new moment without any concept of who I am.

No vision to live into, but the vision of full expression of the self that is here in this moment

there is no need for me to be anyone I am not

and no expectation to return into who I once was.

Here I am

a person

a soul occupying a body

new

bright

and I might never feel this way again

or I might feel this way all the time.

The point is that in this moment, I’m not controlling anything. I’m let off. Released. Broken, like the egg shell that holds the golden yolk.

We would starve, if we never let ourselves get devoured, and transformed.

you can make beautiful art…

while falling apart.

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Who Are We

Poetry I am
in my mind
I can

do

everything.

Sweet melody
within me,
won’t you come out to be seen?

Melody
every part of me
breathes golden brown

burned.
Turned.
Transformed.

We are the last of the bruised

the last of the shackled
writers of a new way
we are carriers and all I can say is

Yes
Yes 
I can sing my melody

Yes 
Yes
I am ready to show the world
who it is that is truly, fully free. 

Power, flow through us, easy

Love, flow through us, freely

Money, come and be, come and release, come and play

Come and play

Return today

To who we truly are

To who we truly are

I’m Home.

These people that break our hearts are real people. They have histories and beliefs and wants and needs. When we want love from someone else, and aren’t getting it, we dehumanize them. We speak about them, calling out what is wrong or lacking in them, because of course there must be something wrong or lacking in them if they can’t or don’t want to love us. I used to do this. But there was never anything wrong with them, there was never anything wrong with me. None of it ever meant anything. It was just a scene in the movie of my life and the only reason it hurt so bad was because I was using my mental power to attempt to rewrite a scene that had already aired on the screen of life. Mentally molding myself and the person who didn’t love me enough to fit an idea of what should have happened between us was destroying me. With all of my energy tied up in the past energy exchanges that occurred between us, I was blind to any other possibilities for our future. This behavior was what caused me the pain, not the man, or the heartbreak, or the loss of a person, but the mere resistance to what is the present moment reality. That is the only thing that can ever truly cause suffering in this world. All suffering ends when there is acceptance found in what is here in the one present moment. If I can’t find acceptance in the present moment, I can just be here and experience the emotions that are true in the space between me and my coming into union with acceptance. Eventually, witnessing it move through and out of my consciousness. Yet, not being here for that reason at all. The emotions are simply here to pass through. I know I came into existence for my experience, the one I have here and now. Life will move, within my seasons of surrender to full experiences of it.

Light of the Holy World

I look at pictures of myself and think, “wow. That girl deserves everything.”

Not in a conceded way.

Not in a selfish way.

I think of myself in this way, because I know how much I’ve been through.

I let go of what this world has given me in the past, and I focus on what is given to me in this moment.

I knew what I would be doing for this world, in the future and that I needed to be here.

There were so many times that I wanted to quit.

But, here I am.

Still.

Rising from nothing. Moving. Choosing myself and choosing love, even when I feel judged for doing so. I chose solitude over empty connections. I waited until I had something more to pour. All along, God kept me breathing. That was how I knew I mattered, because I was breathing. I didn’t remain in the light the entire time. I lost myself, I did. But I always came back. I was always welcomed wholeheartedly. The people of the earth have navigated the worlds deadliest, darkest events, and still, we chose to have love within us. We choose to love our creator, ourselves, the people around us, and planet earth even in great pain.

With all of this light and unconditional love in our hearts, we were now unstoppable.

We went through the tests, victorious.

In the past, I didn’t understand what it was, or what it was for. But still, I trusted that one day I would know how to use it.

That day, has finally come.

I promised the Universe that I would be ready when that day would come.

Here it is.

I deserve every single ounce of good that comes my way, don’t ever think otherwise. I worked for this. I earned this. It was never easy, until I decided it could be. It was never fun, until I let it all in.

Now, and forever, I deserve all the light in the world, I deserve all I desire to have.

I am One with the Light of the Holy World.

I breathe the highest blessings into this New Holy World, and Every One Here with me.

This is a new era.

Free Love

A Poem

Words can be misleading

There are so many meanings

And greetings?

I’m glad your text didn’t have one

I’m glad you can just release your thoughts to me and be undone from tradition, polite recognition

is never required with me

I am a force of Love

And from the rules and bounds,

We are completely

free.

I don’t want to change

I can’t take any words seriously that ask me to rearrange

my heart into one that protects itself

I’ve always given myself

fully to the moment

without thought

and I don’t plan on stopping

this Love I have,

I don’t have to hold it

to give it to myself

I don’t have to ration it.

Be careful who I give it to?

Why would I do that?

With-holding a force that is never ending and unmeasurable

never made sense.

Love has always been overflowing

and always will be.

I trust in Love, unconditionally.

So, I give to everyone, I try my best, in a world where I was taught to only give to a select few.

“Only give to those who give back to you.”

No.

This world is confusing

and I wish we would stop see using, refusing to trust in the truth that we can give

without analysis.

We can give

without loss.

We can share without a care.

It’s Free Love
Free Love
Let’s go there.

Boxes

One thing I know to be true about this reality is that our bodies are the most beautiful vehicle designed to carry a consciousness that is eager to experience time-space.
Time-space is made up of infinite boxes. We are not creating our next moment, we are simply tuning our consciousness into a moment that is already in creation, we do this through our thoughts and feelings. Through becoming more conscious, we’ve been able to see which thoughts and which feelings bring us into which boxes. 
For example: When I think I’m going to have a good day and imagine a good day ahead, I am given the experience of a good day. 
The “bad day” was a potential in the field of reality, however our non-local consciousness was unable to move through that experience. There is a lack of ability to perceive something that does not match the thoughts and emotions that our being chooses to hold. 
So, earlier I said boxes, I said that reality was an infinite amount of boxes. If you start to look around your life, you’ll see boxes everywhere. The one you sleep in, the one you drive, the one you work in, the one you define yourself as (man or woman, adult or child, etc.). Life is filled with boxes. I’m not saying this is a bad thing, this is quite necessary for us to define ourselves, to build a life for ourselves, to communicate, and in the context of time-space to understand where we are and where we have been. 
What does get troublesome however, is when we hold on to the belief that someone or something outside of ourselves has moved us into the box we currently experience. I’ve done it before. 
Your living space, your car, the boxes we capture our moments in through photo— life (unlimited, non-dimensional in nature) has come into form through you (limited, dimensional) to experience life (itself). 
Notice that part of you, by noticing how you move from experience to experience, box to box, day to day. Are you awake to see? Remember who you are beyond the boxes, and that you are never tied to any sort of existence in the way your mind may believe. 
One thing I know to be true about this reality is that nothing we think we know is true and nothing true can be known. 

Who Are You??

Are you being the you that you want to be? 

Which version of you are you listening to? 

In the present moment, there is an infinite amount of realities that we can jump into. We can choose to think new thoughts, to speak new words, or to take new actions. Or, we can stay in the same programming and continue on in our current reality. 

Are you choosing thoughts, words, and actions that expand?

Or are you living the same life every day, over and over again?

When we are not present to how we are going about our lives, we let automatic thinking and other subconscious forces decide who we are and what we will accomplish. But, when we become AWARE and present to the infinite choices that exist in each moment, which we can call the quantum field, we realize that we are the master of our own reality. We can do, be, and have anything in this life. Anything that says otherwise is an illusion.

A simple way to become aware of the quantum field and it’s possibilities in the present moment is to take deep mindful breaths.

Inhale for 5 seconds, hold the breath as long as feels comfortable, and release the breath for 7 seconds. When you take a breath like this— you recenter, you clear your own energetic field so that you can make higher choices, you create space between the known and the unknown.

Mindful breathing also restores energy to your entire body, every one of your cells, organs, and systems, so yeah hashtag health too 🙂 

When we breathe, we are mindful

When we are mindful we get to CHOOSE 

In the present moment, can set intentions, program our thoughts, or listen to the divine.

There is great power in our choices, we are infinite spiritual beings with limitless choices to be, have, and do anything we want in this life! 

Decide who you want to be in this moment, the next, and the next, and over time you will be able to look back and see how amazing your life has become because of the choices that you were able to make when you were connected to your higher self as well as the quantum field. 

Wonder and Awe

You are not your thoughts. The voices in your head that tell you what to do, what you are, where to go– these voices are not you. When you recognize that these voices are not you, the real question is who are you? Oh darling, if only you knew. If only you knew who you truly were.

I’ve recently discovered the magic in the unknown. We have been taught that “knowledge is power” and we allow this phrase to govern the way that we see the world. So often, we will say “I know” in conversations and not fully listen to the ones who are speaking because in our own mind, we want to feel superior. When you stop feeding that part of you, the part of you that is conditioned to take in information and then close off to everything else, you are set free into a new world.

If all we have is the now, and all that is real is what is in the present moment, we really don’t know much. All that we know comes from the past or from other sources. It can be scary to let go of our “knowledge”, but letting go and coming from a state of unknowing-ness makes life a lot more fun and pretty unlimited. Imagine how different your daily conversations would be if you came from a state of wonder instead of from a state of knowing. You would become so much more open to all that the universe is trying to show us.

I make a conscious effort to act as a life long student of this world. In that way, I can retain all the information that life has to offer me, never closing off to any chance at discovering something new. It also helps me to enjoy the little things, I appreciate my home, the outdoors, food, my friends, and other things so much more when I act as though everything around me is new and offering new lessons for me every day.

Living in the open state of receiving allows for more to come through your being.

I try to shift my perspective regularly and look at my surroundings each day as if I have never seen them before in my life. You can even do this with your own reflection. There is a quote by Neptune that I love, which states, “You are so used to your features, you don’t know how beautiful you look to a stranger”. Try looking at yourself as if it is the first time you have ever seen your reflection. Try looking at your body as if you haven’t had a body before.

We can learn to more deeply appreciate our life by looking at it from a place of wonder and awe.

My hope is that everyone reading this experiences a perspective that may open them up to the magic that is alive in this life. The universe is constantly showing us all that we wish to see, we just have to look more mindfully.