Holy Words For Earth

Despair fills the room.

It is as though you are blind

unable to see my light.

With your Spirit in a bind

and the pain, a unique kind,

you ask to be released.

Who is the one who releases you?

What is it that they must do?

Must they fight a demon?

Must they cast the past away?

What is it for you that you need to see?

What is it for you, for you to be set free?

Tell me, and it will be delivered today.

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Wipe me clean

Let all that is seen

In darkness

Be light

God, allow me to borrow your strength, your might

In that I might become more like you

Strong like you

Clear minded like you

Open hearted like you

Let me be yours

Let me be strength

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My brothers and sisters are in the grip of the devil and I call on my Father to save them. My Father is a being of pure love and light. My Father is a being of great strength and might. I cannot live to see more suffering on this earth without taking action in the light any longer. I’ve gotten stronger and it is time for the world to see it. I have a voice, and it is time I release it. Let peace and joy be heard among all nations.

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I’ve been gifted with holy rage

I see the world around me in fear

Let me be clear

We must connect more

We must explore the hearts and minds of others

We are sister and brothers

Why are we afraid of one another?

Why are afraid?

To Every Personality I Have Ever Clung To

To every personality I have every clung to, thank you.

You come into my world

A beautiful girl

A talented girl

Wise girl

Strong girl

Girl who works out

Girl who loves smoothies

Girl who loves dating

Girl, girl, girl

I can try forever to be one

but, I’m not.

I’m waking up to all that I am beyond all of the personalities, a reality where I am liberated from being “myself”.

Being “myself” has been painful, exhausting, thrilling, exciting, a journey I have loved deeply, but finally

life takes me into this new moment without any concept of who I am.

No vision to live into, but the vision of full expression of the self that is here in this moment

there is no need for me to be anyone I am not

and no expectation to return into who I once was.

Here I am

a person

a soul occupying a body

new

bright

and I might never feel this way again

or I might feel this way all the time.

The point is that in this moment, I’m not controlling anything. I’m let off. Released. Broken, like the egg shell that holds the golden yolk.

We would starve, if we never let ourselves get devoured, and transformed.

you can make beautiful art…

while falling apart.

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Who Are We

Poetry I am
in my mind
I can

do

everything.

Sweet melody
within me,
won’t you come out to be seen?

Melody
every part of me
breathes golden brown

burned.
Turned.
Transformed.

We are the last of the bruised

the last of the shackled
writers of a new way
we are carriers and all I can say is

Yes
Yes 
I can sing my melody

Yes 
Yes
I am ready to show the world
who it is that is truly, fully free. 

Power, flow through us, easy

Love, flow through us, freely

Money, come and be, come and release, come and play

Come and play

Return today

To who we truly are

To who we truly are

I’m Home.

These people that break our hearts are real people. They have histories and beliefs and wants and needs. When we want love from someone else, and aren’t getting it, we dehumanize them. We speak about them, calling out what is wrong or lacking in them, because of course there must be something wrong or lacking in them if they can’t or don’t want to love us. I used to do this. But there was never anything wrong with them, there was never anything wrong with me. None of it ever meant anything. It was just a scene in the movie of my life and the only reason it hurt so bad was because I was using my mental power to attempt to rewrite a scene that had already aired on the screen of life. Mentally molding myself and the person who didn’t love me enough to fit an idea of what should have happened between us was destroying me. With all of my energy tied up in the past energy exchanges that occurred between us, I was blind to any other possibilities for our future. This behavior was what caused me the pain, not the man, or the heartbreak, or the loss of a person, but the mere resistance to what is the present moment reality. That is the only thing that can ever truly cause suffering in this world. All suffering ends when there is acceptance found in what is here in the one present moment. If I can’t find acceptance in the present moment, I can just be here and experience the emotions that are true in the space between me and my coming into union with acceptance. Eventually, witnessing it move through and out of my consciousness. Yet, not being here for that reason at all. The emotions are simply here to pass through. I know I came into existence for my experience, the one I have here and now. Life will move, within my seasons of surrender to full experiences of it.

Light of the Holy World

I look at pictures of myself and think, “wow. That girl deserves everything.”

Not in a conceded way.

Not in a selfish way.

I think of myself in this way, because I know how much I’ve been through.

I let go of what this world has given me in the past, and I focus on what is given to me in this moment.

I knew what I would be doing for this world, in the future and that I needed to be here.

There were so many times that I wanted to quit.

But, here I am.

Still.

Rising from nothing. Moving. Choosing myself and choosing love, even when I feel judged for doing so. I chose solitude over empty connections. I waited until I had something more to pour. All along, God kept me breathing. That was how I knew I mattered, because I was breathing. I didn’t remain in the light the entire time. I lost myself, I did. But I always came back. I was always welcomed wholeheartedly. The people of the earth have navigated the worlds deadliest, darkest events, and still, we chose to have love within us. We choose to love our creator, ourselves, the people around us, and planet earth even in great pain.

With all of this light and unconditional love in our hearts, we were now unstoppable.

We went through the tests, victorious.

In the past, I didn’t understand what it was, or what it was for. But still, I trusted that one day I would know how to use it.

That day, has finally come.

I promised the Universe that I would be ready when that day would come.

Here it is.

I deserve every single ounce of good that comes my way, don’t ever think otherwise. I worked for this. I earned this. It was never easy, until I decided it could be. It was never fun, until I let it all in.

Now, and forever, I deserve all the light in the world, I deserve all I desire to have.

I am One with the Light of the Holy World.

I breathe the highest blessings into this New Holy World, and Every One Here with me.

This is a new era.

The Plan

Fear had a voice
and it was my choice 
if I would listen.

Would I follow fear’s advice 
and pay the price 
that so many before me have payed?

Or would I choose to depend more on my God, and pave a new way of being 
for the human race?

I know my place 
and I know it’s not small
neither is yours, no not at all.

We have big work to do 
and together we will see it through— that all we will do will come from God’s plan.

Human walking hand and hand 
with trust and grace,
each moment becoming our favorite place.

We are in Love.
We are home.
We are connected to Truth.

Love with be all that we will choose to see this earth through 
we know now what we must do. 

Giving Energy

I gave my energy to fear

“And how long will you be here?” I asked.

“Oh, just for a year,” fear replied,

“I am here to make you stronger

you get to learn and grow through duality 

fear really is the best reality.”

She didn’t make much sense, her words seemed so light but the energy behind them was heavy and dense, leaving my being feeling tense.

Years passed by and fear had overstayed her welcome.

I wanted to let her go, but so many friends around me said “no,

you can’t do that… fear is a part of life, a life without fear is not real.”

I didn’t want real, whatever real they were speaking of

Since when did it become normal to abandon the truth of our Love?

When Love is here fear is an illusion, 

a trick, a lie, made with the purpose of seclusion.

Seclusion from our gifts, our loving nature, and truth

fear will drain you of your energy and youth.

So, I stop giving life to fear

and just to be clear

this reality can be real, if you decide it to be 

you choose your hard

you can learn from pain or power.

Let Love be the shower 

that washes away all fear.

A way of living we can all remember,

it is now and it is here. 

All I Am

I looked at myself outside of me

A new vibration 

Energy felt free

Free to be more

More than the simulation

I could see who I thought I was

I felt everything around me buzz

Separate sounds and colors all became one

then two

then three

then back to one

I looked at myself outside of me

and realized there was so much more for me to be

All I wanted to do

was expand and understand

how to follow the bigger plan

how to be more of myself

and less of myself in the process

Maybe it would all be easier

if I could remain thought-less

I looked at myself inside of me

and wow, in that moment I felt even more free

Free to feel ecstacy

Free to see I am always all I can be

I am always the best me

because I can never fall, in this light

there is no large or small

all is good

and maybe I should

stop pretending to be anything less than this

pure freedom, ecstasy, and eternal bliss.

Loud

The people around me

are all so loud.

“Look who I am, I know the way,”

they beg me to listen, they beg me to be proud.

The people around me

all want me to move

they tell me who and how to be,

but if I follow their way, I will never be free.

Because the one who is most whole 

holds nothing at all 

the one who knows where to go

realizes the where is the here

there is no right direction to steer.

The one who rises high 

isn’t afraid of the fall.

The people around me

think they know best 

simply because they speak

more than the rest,

but it is in silence that wisdom is found.

Maybe I just think they are loud,

because that is really how I behave. 

Are all these people just a mirror?

The people around me 

must be within me too.

In oneness, in wholeness 

there is no I or you. 

It is silence where I 

find the one I am truly meant to follow

and that voice shares with me

this wisdom that may be difficult to swallow:

The wisdom that the people around me, 

aren’t really around me

in the way that I believe.

Separation is just something that

my limited mind chooses to perceive. 

Because there is no me or them.

We are all vibrating on the same wave 

and the less separation I choose, 

the more I will feel a sweet relief.

One with the loud, the quiet,

the stuck, the free, 

the oneness of you and of me.